Tuesday, March 20, 2007

Apparently it's been a long time, so, hiya!!


Lately I've been setting myself limits for surfing the internet, blogging, reading, emailing, and instant messaging. That used to be my regular entertainment, so now it feels like I am living in a prison. Sometimes though I escape my own vigilance, as some of you already know, and then good stuff happens

Anyway,I could see how people thought that the stories were true, although they seem kind of atypical to me. I mean I don't know any blog that describes the details of day to day life in so much detail. It takes time to write! Even this lousy post takes time to write.What else did I do? I went jogging two days ago.Interestin, I mean, I run so rarely but I still remembered how to do it.


Well, I guess this will be my run for the year.

I have developed a keen sense of reading people and situations over the years. I am able to read their body language, their aura and sometimes their minds. I have a somewhat heightened awareness of things, sensitive to the timing of events, and in some instances, able to predict if something good or bad may happen soon. It's like the feeling that you know where the story is going even before it unfolds. That is why I always say, "I've read that already." These are all made possible by my gut feel, by listening to my senses and staying in touch with my emotions. And developing this is as tedious and difficult as developing sound reason and reflection.

I do not believe in those who supposedly are gifted with magical powers, able to predict the future or able to understand the paranormal. I believe that everything is already written on the walls and it is up to the person if he or she can decipher it by feeling through it.

While the rest of the world hurriedly albeit lethargically fly off back to school or work, I feel left behind by everything. I am left alone in the house with only my self, a cup of coffee and today's newspapers for company. I imagine my parents, especially my mother, immersing herself with the work left over from the weekend. They say that no one talks to her on a Monday unless it is a matter of life and death. I picture my sister fighting off the hangover from the weekend as she crawls back to the office. Then there's my sister, too, who has to take her quarterly exams today in math, a subject she despises. They are all pretty much busy with something because it is back to the salt mines today. I, however, am back to the solitude I must again face.

A few days here and I am almost back in the world again.

Monday, September 05, 2005

Please don't pity yourself to make other pity you.

For example of this kind of people.

" Why did this happen to me. I feel really pain inside. No one can help me..." and the shitssssssssssssssssssssssssss keep coming out and out...

Like erm...who cares?!

Another e.g is

"I feel like jumping down from a building...There is no use for me to live..."

DIE LAR!! WHY WRITE ON... GO DIE LAR...WASTE PEOPLE TIME READING YOUR BLOODY BLOG WHEN ALL YOU EVER DO IS TALK ABOUT YOU WANTING TO DIE.
when you still go on and on about dying...

Then when people tell them
cheer up, forget it and all.

What is their reply?

"It is easy to say than to do it."

FUCK YOU. People already show care to you yet you stll give this kind of shitsssssssssssssssssss to them. Waste people time... they should all just die....DIEE!!!! Go to fucking hell. where all you shitheads can live happily ever after...

You see....They wrote things like this on their blog is for people to read. If you really wanna express the feeling, put it in better words than "Die"

Anyway, i bet most of them are posting these type of stupid uesless post for everyone to see, so that EVERYONE can say things like

"Don't like that, we need you in this world"

"cheer up la, things will be better"

And all that, to see how many people care and are worried about them. FUCK THEM.

waste people time.

People who are really very sad, would not think about about blogging... NOt like these idiots who blog about things like these...



















PISS ME OFF..







fucked up...










JUMP LAR... JUMP LAR... BET YOU DON'T DARE













all they want is to see who would stop them...and be happy about it... such idiots would go to hell

Sunday, June 26, 2005

For you.

Today, i woke up,
i could hear the bird singing,
sunlight shining on me,
i knew it would be a good day,
not only that,
on this very day,
something special came to this earth,
26/6/2005,
also know as 26 june,
so i know it would be a good day.

This day,
was made special thanks to Her,
Lim lihan,
the hot, cheeky, cheerful, smart little girl.
Hey wait, you are 14 years old, must take care now.

You may grow old, but your expression and character will forever be the same.
You may be a year older,
at the same time you are one time more cuter than you were,
one time more pretty were,
not to forget HOT!

Girl, you are one women i can never understand.
Without you, there would not be the club and the gang we hang out with.
Without you, i would never understand girls.
And with you around, you give me more than what i needed.
You are the person who make me smile.
Though you tend to get very rude at times,
you are still the best girl i've seen so far,
and i mean what i just said.

Lala... nothing to say.
You are one daring little girl.
Hair don't seems to be important to you.
Height seems to be the most important thing to you.
Your friends hate you,
becasue you are too good for them.
And they know they can't beat you.
They envy you for who you are.
Don't say they hate you becasue you suck.
Cause you don't.

Lim Lihan!!! I fucking hell love you! God i hate you...

am i good or wad? so do i still own you a present?

Thursday, June 23, 2005

Catch me if you can...

Now, this is the time when you readers learn that i'm the bad guy.
Besides Lihan, the rest will soon learn how stupid i can be.
Get ready for the story.


I was hanging out with sam, lihan,charlie and wee tiong.
Like always, we will alway dare each other to do something stupid.
Well, we were walking around Jurong point 6 plus in the late afternoon.
Then i tap Sam and tole him to dare lihan to ask for this guy's number.
The guy, well he is a nerd. Big one too.
But if you ask me, he is godlooking for a nerd.
Well, i saw lihan staring at him. ( No need to complain, i saw you looking at him more that 5 seconds)
So Sam, ask her to ask for his number. She failed the dare.

Wee tiong as always was on her side helping her out.
Come on lar, bully her a bit lar.
He told me to go up to him and ask for his number.
I gave him the you-are-kidding-me look.
And i ask, why should i, i'm a guy.
He gave me the evil smile/stare look.
" No, you soon gonna be gay."
I could hear the gang laughing at the background,
thinking i would not do it.

Hey guess wad, I push my chair back, and stood up.
i sat back down and think for a moment.
And i stood up again. I turn around to the direction whe the guy was,
and i walk towards him.
I gave out a very loud "aww" in which the everyone around me could hear.
I took a chair and sat next to him,
I touch him a bit, I could feel my hair stands.
And I said in a very girly voice i could do,
" can i have your number?"


I got rejected. Fuck that guy. He is dumb actually, he should have know it was just a stupid joke on him.
There were laughter at the background, that had gave him enough clues to to tell him that the whole thing was a stupid joke.
But what he did was funny, he back away, and almost fall.
The gang laugh again. Clapping their hands and keep on cursing the guy to fall.
Then that guy actually ran away. His buddy was running and laughing at the same time.
I saw some grown ups shaking their head,
or whispering to one another.
Got a problem?
Tell it to me stright up to my face.
Stop talking to one another.
You people look like some idiots who are just being rude.

Anyway, I went back to my group.
They showed me the thumbs up and were clapping and laughing non stop.
I wanted revenge. Wee tiong was in for it.
I shouted, " Now's my turn"
Wee tiong had to sit on the handle of the escalator and shout
" I'm gay, I need sex right now."
Lihan said it was dangerous, Wee tiong maybe molested or rape after saying that.
So i changed it to.
" I love maturbating with the escalator."

Everyone agreed, and it was a comfirm he had to do it.
He sat on the escalator going down towards the carparks, where no one were at there
and shouted those words.
He hit himself against the dustbin.
I laughed and hit the girl. Another geek who thinks she's hot.
I had to say sorry. And she walked pass me. I rolled my eyes to the gang and pulled down my pants and pointed to my ass. Well of course that girl did not saw what i did, I did that when she was infront of me, not looking at me. But the gang laughed, making her and her stupid friends turn around.
I had to pull up my pants as fast as i could, she was already covering her mouth and whispering to her friend, walking as fast as she could to get away from me, well her walk seems slow.
Lihan started admiring my boxers. Well, she was telling everyone that they should just wear calvin Klein boxers, becasue it makes them looks so cool. Wah... I only got three calvin klein boxers at home leh. I not that rich to wear it everyday.
Sam gave the do-i-care look to her, but she keeps going on and on about it.

It was about 9.40 when i reached home. Got a scolding from my mother again.
I had to wash toilet. * not again*
But it was alright, not much of shit in the bowl.
Then i went to wash up,
and called William.
I ask him about the next meeting to the club,
He went, "eh, i thought i ask lihan to call you about that?"
Then he told me,the place and the time.
Then we hung up.
I thought alot, then i slept,
Now just blogging

Thursday, June 16, 2005

Girls.

In every guy's mind, what are girls?
Let's see.
We guys have no idea what's wrong with a girl.
We don't understand girls, and never will.
But you see, i'm different,
I, understand girls well.
...Very well...

Girls, argh... all they want is attention. They thinks guys are all over them. No we are not!

Anyway, i was on the MRT, and the MRT stopped at chinese garden, and then it happened!
The worst looking girl i ever seen in my whole 15 years.
I was staring at her.
I wondered.
What is she so ugly about her.
Then she came up to be.

"I know you want my number...here you go"

That is what she said, i refuse to take it.
But she keep putting the paper infront of my face.
Like as if she was feeding me.
Then she had had enough,
she put the paper into my pocket,
I was at lakeside and i left the MRT.
She looks very old,
but what she was wearing was like a teenager.
Mini skirt and a black top.
Earings were like shit.
She wore a sportshoe.( i don't think she can run at all)

I came out of the MRT,
and took alook at the paper.
It was numbers.
And at the bottom,
it wrote,
Perlyn Wang.(with a dawing i cannot make out)

I look at the paper,
and then, i throw it away.
Why would a goodlooking guy like me.
Go out with an idiot like her?
Her looks don't match with mine at all.
I'm sorry girl, but i'm too good for you.


essh...Girls...

Thursday, May 12, 2005

new here.

i'm new..starting a post with my very first words...
so life have been a mess, i broke up with my second girlfriend. and i'm back to single again. i miss being single..life is so much better being single trust me.

yup. i'll have to update more often now, but now exams r here, and i need to study, so i'll end here and start studying my A-maths now